Here are some thoughts and pictures from me in Africa!!

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

4 months

Here I am in America... Sigh, it's been... how long? sheesh, 4 months. Man. I've been in America for 4 months. I've been home for 4 months... and I still feel African. I was eating dinner just tonight and I thought, why am I wasting time with this crazy piece of metal when I have this perfectly good hand connected to my body? Why can I not get used to eating with a fork? Is a spoon that bizarre of a concept that I can't get the hang of using the thing? Will I ever get used to this again? Why when I am here, in the land of my birth, do I feel like I am no longer at home?

How do you make it ok again, when you have had a taste of where God wants you, but you can't get there yet? God knows the timing of the thing though, and you can't finish the race before you start. So you have to walk it in the right order or it's not where God wants you... right place at the wrong time= wrong place... Learning to be content and wait... thats the hard part.

Monday, June 26, 2006

Home

Hey everyone,
Just wanted to put up a quick post telling you that I am home! I got here at the beginning of the month and it has been just crazy! I am still getting used to America, especially how... unrelaxed it is. I will put up a big post soon, but I wanted you to know I am home safe, and thinking about you guys!!
Love you,
Sarah

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Hey everyone, just wanted you to know... I'm leaving monday morning... so I'll be home (home home) prabably saturday!! Yay! Love you guys!!! See you soon!!

Thursday, May 18, 2006

nothing

Hey everyone!
Hows stuff going for you? I am here in Africa, and I really just decided I didn't have anything of great importance to say... How sad. I am praying for you guys. I love you tons!
Sarah

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Hey Faithful peoples!! I love you guys, "too much!" I'll see you soon and you can make fun of me for all the funny things I say and do!!! Love ya!!

Mozambique is COLD!!!! These past few days have been really cold. I am bundling my children up in 3 layers to venture out to chapel every morning!! They tell me June and July are worse!! Good grief!!! How do these people bathe in June and July, I am "fearing the cold water" even now in May!! My "I don't need hot water for bathing" philosophy has totally vanished!

Besides the cold, things are going well here. All four of my kids are healthy. Helena (the tiny baby) is looking like a baby now. And crying like... I don't even know anything that cries as much as her to compare with... She is definitely a nocturnal creature!! Katie has started eating with us only, no more baby food for her!! Except her milk, which she is rather possessive of, but doesn't feel any qualms about drinking milk from anyone else she sees who has a bottle! She will be turning 1 on the second of June! She has really grown a lot this year! Sonia is doing well. She is starting to take some steps, although, only on promise of food... That probably isn't good, but at least she is taking steps... Merita is the big sister. She takes her role quite seriously, always walking around with Helena or one of the girls. She is a good helper!

Around the orphanage things are going pretty well. Things are changing every day! I am especially excited about the fruits going out in the garden! The kids are going to be full of fruit!! What a blessing to be able to have land to work like that. It takes stress away from always going to the store and picking stuff up all the time!

I am definitely getting excited about coming home! The staff keep teasing me and saying that I can taste America! I am excited to go because my best friend is getting married, seeing my family, needing a break, etc. But dreading leaving all these kids and people and Africa. Once you get Africa in the blood, how can you get it out?? I was talking to my grandmother the other day and I told her, it seems like I just got here. But then, I look at myself and I am carrying a bucket of water on my head while I have a kid on my back... I am pounding my own maize for sudsa... I have cracks and perpetually dirty feet... I just shook hands with another American and I bowed and looked down, without even knowing... and I realize, I didn't just get here, I'm African. I love this place, and these people, and even though some times it is SO hard, and I would like nothing better than to pack up and go home (walk/swim if I had to), I KNOW that God has called me to this place at this time, for HIS reason!! And HE is so, so, so, faithful!!

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Yikes, too many kids!!!

I just realized... I think anyway, does anyone actually read this thing??? I'm not sure. But here I go. Here I am in Africa... All of my friends (and people who aren't really friends, but my age and I know them and talk sometimes...) are getting married... And I am in Africa with 4 children under 5... 3 children under 2 (sounds more impressive, huh?... or crazy...)... yikes, what is going on!!! But really I think I am going crazy. Is that a possibility when you only talk to people who don't know english and 3 of them don't answer back except in monosyllables? So anyways, here's reports, people... they are full of fun stuff! Love ya!!

Wow, time is flying. I am crazy busy!! I have a new little girl. So that makes three for me. My goodness, it is definitely hard to have three kids under 5 two of whom don't walk yet! It definitely keeps a person busy!!Sonia is my newest little one. She was really struggling in her house because her Tia was sick and the girls weren't caring for her, among other things. So She moved in with Katie, Merita, and me sunday. She is definitely a trial. She is the most strong willed person I have ever met, in my entire life. But we are working on that, and now she is doing much better. For example, all of my kids have malaria, but Katie has diarrhea. So I was giving her some re-hydration juice and Sonia wanted some too. I gave Sonia water, but water just won't do it when Katie is drinking something that looks like apple juice... So, I took the water and put some yellow food coloring in it and she drank the whole thing. She is awfully stubborn, but getting better. She wouldn't face the front when we ate, so I took away her food. She now sits like she is part of the family. We have a long way to go, but she is definitely doing better. And I think she will start walking soon, because Katie wants to walk. Sonia can't stand for Catarina to do or have something she doesn't so I think they will both start at the same time! This week we have also started cooking for our children in each house. It is definitely good, I eat much less sudsa! We were given a bag of maize and I didn't want to eat the kind that you just grind, it is not nice, the hulls are in there and such. So I decided I was going to pound it. I must have thought that one good whack and the hulls all jump off... not the case. So I am pounding and pounding... My whole body is sore... but my sudsa is nice!! All of the kids come around to watch me and laugh (but not pound so much, unfortunately), but they will not be laughing when my sudsa is nice and they are eating the not so nice kind!Cooking for my kids is really nice, just this morning Merita said to me, "Auntie Sarah, you cooking too much nice!!" That was the best compliment. I was afraid they wouldn't like my sudsa and my relish would be bad, but apparently my cooking passes the kid test!!

My word, I think I am getting some gray hair!! No I am just kidding, but this past... I don't even know how long it has been, my concept of time is totally gone, has been crazy. First, I was in the hospital with Catarina. For 4 days, that was ok, we were in the nice hospital, not at all like the last time, thank the Lord!! She has malaria, it still didn't clear. So now we are at home, still taking medicine. My second day in the hospital I got a terrible flu that weakened my superb immune system and brought malaria. So I have been feeling well only for a few days. That really got me. In addition all three of my children had malaria as well. Sick mother, sick kids, a lot of laundry not being done. I am so grateful for Erin's family who were helping me so much by taking my children so I could sleep!! Then yesterday we got a new baby. Her name is Helena and she is 12 days old. She is the tiniest person I have ever seen. I don't think she is even 2 kgs. That is rather scary. We made it through the first night together. She eats really well, and sleeps a lot, so I think she'll make it. But my, scary. Thankfully though, Simon has given me back Melissa. She is such a big help. She is going to be staying with me and all my babies and helping to wash and cook and clean and hold crying people, and whatever else. I am definitely going to miss Erin and her family! They are great!! And now the white people population at teen missions Mozambique is down to one... It was so exciting when there were 5 of us!! Now, the lone white person, one of the girls said to me last night, auntie Sarah, you aren't white you are kinda light brown!! I think she was trying to make me feel better, because despite always being in the sun, I am still always one of two colors... white or red.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

two weeks later

Oh what an interesting two weeks it's been!! Nothing has been normal, but it seems as though I can't find anything interesting to report.

I guess I'll start with the crazy random weather we've had. I don't really know how it's supposed to be in Mozambique at this time of year, but this was definitely not what I was expecting. Just when we thought rainy season had quit on us, it starts raining really hard. I was praising the Lord because I didn't have any water. SO I filled all my water containers, went to sleep, and expected it to be sunny in the morning... it wasn't. It was COLD. Really cold!! And drizzly. And so it stayed for... for forever it seemed. It never really rained hard after that first time, but we were in a constant state of misty rain stuff that made it impossible to wash clothes. Well, washing was possible, but drying not so much. It was crazy weird weather, and as suddenly as it started, it stopped. And now it is hot again.

Simon bought a motor bike for the base, so I have been practicing on that. All of the kids stand at the fence and yell every time I go by. They are still shocked that Auntie Sarah can ride a motor bike!! Although, so are some people at home, so I shouldn't be too surprised! It's nice to be able to ride a bike again!

Spiritually there has been some attacks at the base. Some are small, some are big, some are downright scary. But we have been reminded over and over that He who is in us is greater than he who is in the world. I was trying to plan for Sunday School tomorrow. I am doing the big lesson with all the kids. So I was thinking, I wonder if I could do it without a translator? So I was thinking about talking about putting on the armor of God. I was thinking, ok... the helmet of salvation... ummm... the hat, I know the word for hat! ok, the breastplate of righteousness.... shirt!! shoes!! But as I was developing this idea I began to think... we are not going out to play with the enemy, just wearing some shorts, a t-shirt, a hat, and some flip flops. We are in battle here. And our enemy is fighting hard! If we are just be-bopping around in our play clothes... it won't be good. Paul knew that and thats why he told us to put ARMOR on. If we are wearing a t-shirt it isn't going to keep out the flaming arrows our enemy is throwing at us... It won't keep out regular arrows either... or even rocks for that matter. If we are dressed only in our street clothes, anything can wound us. We are visitors on this earth, but we shouldn't be tourists. The picture I get of tourists (being from FL) is a tall skinny middle aged man walking around with shorts and a Hawaiian shirt and tennis shoes and socks (for all the walking) and a big floppy hat and sunglasses. We aren't to be tourists here, we have only come for a short time, but it is not peace time with the enemy, here on earth. So we have been instructed to put on our armor, and for good reason, our enemy is real. And he is ugly. And he is trying to hurt God's children. We have to put on our armor so we can be safe from all the garbage he throws our way! And we also have to remember that we ARE NOT fighting alone. Because He who in us is greater than he who is in the world!!! Praise the Lord for his faithfulness!!!

Hey people!! How are you! I am doing great over here!! I hope you are all doing well! I pray for you regularly. Love you tons!!
Sar